October 9, 2009

keliru.....

saban hari aku selalu menuggu kemunculan 'dia'...'dia' yang kononnye pelengkap hari....'dia' yang kononnya dapat menenangkan hati andai di dalam kegelisahan....'dia' yang dapat mententeramkan jiwa di kala gundah...mengapa 'dia' hadir di saat akhir????tertanya2 jugak aku....petunjuk tuhan agaknya....hanya DIA yang Maha Mengetahui....segala yang terjadi telah pun ditentukan sejak azali lagik....hrummmm...cume kadang-kadang hati ini tertanya-tanya...penuh curiga...adoiyai....knape perlu ade dalam situai ini????keliru ngan diri sendiri....keliru dengan kehendak jiwa sendiri....benci betul kalau benda-benda macam jdik dalam hidup....dalam keadaan diri sendiri pon tak berape nak btul...dengan kehadiran 'dia' sebagai penyeri....namun perasaan hati harus didiamkan....kalau aku nyatakan pon ape je yang aku akan dapat????gelak???ditertawakan???kerana keikhlasan menyayangi 'dia'?????argggggghhhhhhhhhhh.... serabutnye~~~

October 5, 2009

.:: if u're NOT the one ::.

Align Centersomeone had sang to me this song......very sweet of "him"......


If you're not the one
then why does my soul feel glad today?

If you're not the one
then why does my hand fit yours this way?

If you are not mine
then why does your heart return my call?

If you are not mine
would I have the strength to stand at all?


I never know what the future brings,
but I know you are here with me now,
We'll make it through,
and I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don't wanna run away
but I can't take it, I don't understand,

If I'm not made for you
then why does my heart tell me that I am?

Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you
then why am I crying on my bed?

If I don't need you
then why does your name resound in my head?

If you're not for me
then why does this distance maim my life?

If you're not for me
then why do i dream of you as my wife?


I don't know why you're so far away,
But I know that this much is true,
We'll make it through,
And I hope you are the one I share my life with,
And I wish that you could be the one I die with,
And I pray in you're the one I build my home with,
I hope I love you all my life

'Cause I miss you
body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away,

And I breathe you
into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today,

'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right,
And though I can't be with you tonight,
You know my heart is by your side


with love,

kembali sudah~~

selepas seminggu beraya, eyh silap, 2 minggu beraya....balik jugak aku kat UTP neh......malas tol la nak start balik study2 aku yan dah tunggang-langgang neh....nak tak nak kena ahh wat gak....

6/10/09 >> presentation sepro, business meeting PCS
7/10/09 >> test II probstat
8/10/09 >> presentation Safety
15/10/09 >> presentation PI


ni belum lagik masuk yang last minit post by lecturer....haish~~~kepala manyak pening wooo....hati pon sakit camni...udah la takde study week sem neh...ni semua sebab kes cuti H1N1 ritu la....geram+benci tol ngan UTP.....bodo piang....tapi nak wat camne...redha je la....japgi de kelas basic dance plak....adoiyai.....anyone, plz help me!!!!!!!