November 9, 2009

let me go

One more kiss could be the best thing
But one more lie could be the worst
And all these thoughts are never resting
And you're not something I deserve

In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me

You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go
Let me go

I dream ahead to what I hope for
And I turn my back on loving you
How can this love be a good thing
When I know what I'm going through

In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me

And no matter how hard I try
I can't escape these things inside I know
When all the pieces fall apart
You will be the only one who knows

it ends tonight.........

Thanks for loving me for all this time
You are the best thing ever happen in my whole life
segala yang kita pernah lakukan bersama,
spend time together would be the sweetest moment in my life
I'll love you forever
Even it means that i have to see you from a distance
i really hope u'll live happily after this
I'm sorry but i don't deserve u
u are too good for me
maybe tak ada jodoh antara kita
and maybe ada jodoh yang lebih baik
lebih sempurna untuk u di luar sana
I akan sentiasa mendoakan kebahagian u
halalkan makan minum I selama I bersama dengan u
I terlalu sayangkan u
hingga I tak sanggup kecewakan u with my condition
and please, be more happy after this okay??
I hope we can still be friend
peace...............

your friend,

kehidupan sebelum menghadapi final~~

final dah dekat.....subjek bertimbun-timbun tak study habis lagik....gap plak sekejap jek....sadis tol la nak menanggung beban camni.....paper start 11/11 and then habis plak 25/12...yang paling tak boleh blah, gap antara 4th paper n last paper >> SEMINGGU!!!!!!! Bengang pon ade la gak....dah la paper last 2 cume 2 crdt hour jek....haish~~~hati pon sakit camni....huhuhuhu.....so, sementara aku ngah menghadapi saat-saat akhir menjelang perperiksaan neh (mcm tiap-tiap sem takde final exam jek), sempat la aku melagha ngan kazen aku....since fisio pon ditangguhkan and segala medical check-up di bawa ke hujung bulan, ade la jugak mase free aku nak mengadap muke kazen aku neh.....mempersembahkan, kazen aku yang tengin lagik hayun..... MAZNI ZUHAIRAH!!!!!


tengin pomot hp bru dier....kah kah kah


sementara menunggu cap-cap datang amik aku kat mekdi gopeng...sempat la gak kami bercengkerama kat citu....alang-alang menyeluk pekasan katenye~hahahahahahaha...btw, time last week,aku balik penang......since ade MRI appointment n all x-ray related stuff sume, sempat la aku gi berjalan-jalan di queensbay mall....nak buat camne, bosan punye pasal...tapi takde la lame sangat pon...hehehehehe...lame tak lame sangat la, tapi sempat ahh gak cekau sepasang kasut untuk keselesaan kaki.....

ni si hayun ngah pomot kasut plak.... :P


and then, last last last last last LAST week, sempat la gak gi berkaraoke ngan atak mazni n abang marwan...karaoke kat GM...lepas la gak gian melalak since dah lame gile tak melalak kan??hehehehehe....

khusyuknye kome melalak......


and last......ni gambar-gambar last kopek.....gambar yang diambil di kala kebosanan.....

2 dia cik maz kiter....senyum mengancam...


even though not a blackberry, but still a BERRY!!!


with love,